Nirvana's Birthday Poem d/b/a We sing potions

We sing potions

Squad car elixirs

High pitches warbled in the night 

Like the long-throated shrivel-backed fortune sparrow

Bringing news of broken branches

On bended knee-jerk reactions

Being sent the wrong way for spring


We cut clever parables

Into our cocaine

Because loving is easy

Once

Maybe twice 

Maybe for three days straight

Then it gets laced up

Bandaged 

Chemically managed

But we still put a flag in it

A mud pie 

Full of short syllabic answers


We wish each other well

Devouring each other's precious time

In a selfless way

Full of port and portend

Drunk in gratitude

Saturated with intent

For in long winters

We will wish we had cards to burn


Stepping over the lesser known meanings

We replace our original concern

With clever tokens

While the ellipses clock 1,000 miles per hour

Continental divides star gazing

Trees reverberating night 

Mollusks, having long perfected chitinous ribbon dancing, now refining the cloak

At a snail's pace 


We hide robbers

And cop to pleas

But only when we have to

The rest of time sharing stories of passage

No detail too small to get lost

Down the gullet of a sword swallower

Or in the putrid bank of a mangrove forest

Those origin whispers

More like bandito masks

With spotted horses

Soft one way, rough the other


We balance on beams

The inner and outer realms

Known only as mythos

Costume changes 

From a chest of toys

Harboring the element of play

But also forgotten truths

That we tie in knots behind our heads

So we can join in for a second 

Or third or always


We brave distraction

Because being present is a drag

It keeps us stabilized

So we don't fall in too deep

Even though all the time we are there --

Because our sleeveless hearts

Are all torso and funny looking

Bopping around like a child's trinket


We stop dancing

Not because the music is over 

But because we are tired

And why wouldn't we be?

We make boots and containers for our onions and covers for our air conditioning units

We play scrabble

We dust off records

Make coffee

Keep going

In cursive

Because it's easier that way;

We can smile face dance

Drink aperitifs

Send postcards;

When we stop dancing

It's just another beat

That one: the downbeat

But those get more important

So we tell the kids

When play time is over

And sparrows return to perch

Red in face

Because brick

Because fall

Because warm nest


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