Your Best Years Were Not That Great

It isn't mockery
Sad lemur face

Your scaly salmon thighs
Providing you with weight for cedar plank

With panda fortitude you climbed shaky branches
Slowly chomping bamboo, eucalyptus
In this animal themed stanza only

The best has yet to be remembered
Because those times are hiding

Under beds in dorm rooms
In subtle stains on cheap low pile carpet

Down echo ridden hallways
The sound of thin metal locker doors
Mirrors rattling and magazine clippings whistling

There is also swimming
All those summers at camp

Feeling embarrassed about your tubby tummy
But being ok with your cute little butt

And what happened
When your butt got big to match your belly
And you learned the Greatest Love of All on piano?

It happened inside me too
A hardening of the heart, a swallowing of tears

Except I never had time for piano
Or all the makeup you wear

Frankly it's hideous
The way you try to cover holes and create shadow
Flying whale, sinking eagle, pregnant jaguar, clipped hummingbird

Not to put too fine a point
On anything that could be construed as judgmental

You were never that nice
You did question authority which was sexy

In a T-top Firebird or minivan or ice cream truck
You undressed and shimmied your shoulders
For a moment you were happy, lizard lips, gorilla back
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3.15.12

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